I can’t believe these feelings come up to me again.

I thought I get over you, I’m all over it. I’m done with it. But then I’ve just realized how much I really miss you. Still. :( It feels so freaking empty here, thinking that I will never see you ever again. I just secretly want to know how you are. Just because I still care, even though I’m completely nothing to you. 

I don’t know how to deal with it anymore. And it has been almost a year.

…How can I take this?

That’s the question I know I will never get the right answer :(